he went to NTU today!!



first stop was the Executive Seminar Room at S2.2-B2-53. a talk by Associate Professor Dr. Rusli describe the overview of School of Electrical & Electronic Engineering..



the second was a visit to Network Technology Research Centre. presentations on the recent projects by the researchers and students..



then a long walk to School of Mechanical & Aerospace..



at N3-01a-01 he saw artificial intelligence created by human. the robotics research centre!!



then to the Cardiovascular Laboratory where he experience a mixture of bio & engineering..



and lastly to his father's lab..



he gained many today..



but will he get to study there in the future??



will he get at least a 'C' for the dreadful exam??



he regrets his past..



but history remains..



at the canteen. he thought he saw her..



there was hesitation and fear..



but he decided to chase for it..



at the bus stop. he saw..



she wasn't her..



but ain't he suppose to give up that feelings??



why is it still there??

突然的自我 - 伍佰

听见你说
朝阳起又落
晴雨难测
道路是脚步多
我已习惯
你突然间的自我
挥挥洒洒
将自然看通透

那就不要留
时光一过不再有
你远眺的天空
挂更多的彩虹
我会紧紧的
将你豪情放在心头
在寒冬时候
就回忆你温柔
把开怀填进我的心扉
伤心也是带着微笑的眼泪
数不尽相逢
等不完守候
如果仅有此生
又何用待从头

(来来来……喝完这一杯还有一杯)

(再喝完这杯还有三杯!!)

那就不要留
时光一过不再有
你远眺的天空
挂更多的彩虹
我会紧紧的
将你豪情放在心头
在寒冬时候
就回忆你温柔
把开怀填进我的心扉
伤心也是带着微笑的眼泪
数不尽相逢
等不完守候
如果仅有此生
又何用待从头

his new shoe!!!

he saw a great local movie with his family today..



funny..



sad..



touching..



that's how the movie is like..



the hokkien conversations..



the beauty of getai..



the respect singers have for each other..



the rivalry between Papaya and Durian..



the love between family and friends..



and he thinks you should watch it..



after all..



he cried in the end..

he woke up again..



that was a terrible dream..



now and then he would recall what happen on February earlier this year..



and what she told him of bad stuffs that happen after that..



it's over.. why am I thinking about that again..



I need to start refresh again...

it was history..

and you can't change it..

isolating your mind from this world is never easy..

but will you try???



back to the world in 2 days..

23 February 2006



he thought it will be over. they seem so far apart since the start of the year..



till he received this story from her...



i have to tell you something.



what is it?



i think i have an admirer.



an admirer?



yes.



i see.



you don't believe me?



i believe you.



you should.



why?



because i think he's you.

29 December 2005



another day for him to remember..



it was a post christmas concert. but the special part about it was that it involved his former performance group. and most importantly, she will be with him for that day..



but this will not be like before..



his former schoolmates will be there..



what will they think???



but he went with his heart..



they met again..



this time there is plenty to talk about. from her daily life to his. from his past to her..



the concert begins. it was a lovely piece of music..



they were amazed by the music..



but tiredness soon creep in. and so they return.



the journey back was a quiet one. yet he enjoyed every moment he spend talking to her..



they laughed at each other jokes..



they smiled at the little kids near them..



when she was leaving, he fears..



he tried to push himself forward, yet something pull it back..



disappointed with himself..



he watched her go again..

somewhere between August and September 2005



it's been sometime since they last contact each other..



maybe she was busy with her school work or maybe she had already forgot about him..



then it came a message that changes everything again..



******, actually nothing much really. suddenly thought about you. is everything okay?



he was happy again. 'not forgotten' he thought and he send his regards back..



yet something was missing from her tone. it isn't her.



umm, are you okay?



he was right..



she was facing some problems and decided to look for him..



they began to talk..



she asked him to say something to cheer her up..



well, your birthday is approaching soon.



it wasn't a good answer. yet she was pleased..



you remembered!!!



he was smiling now. she was back to normal.

22 June 2005



It's the start of a new life for him..



new friends, new school, life he had never experience before..



yet he still remembers what happen then..



but today will be another special day for him. for she had promised to look for him to see how the new life is like..



again he waited patiently for her arrival..



she look different from before. yet her charming smile was never missing.



he started showing her the new environment he will be for the next 3 years..



but the meeting was brought to a sudden end..



she had an appointment with her other friends who like him is having a new lease of life..



he asked if she enjoyed the day..



haha it was fun..



did she?



his senses seem to think otherwise..



yet in his wallet now contain a heart-shaped gift made from her..

15 May 2005

15 May 2005

it was a nervous afternoon for him..



there he waited patiently for her arrival..



time flies..



he remembers a few month ago she said about not saying goodbye, for goodbye to her means never to see each other again..



back to reality again..



there she was..



a look of apology for having him waiting..



the day was a quiet affair...



within a few hours later, they depart again...



he fears..



this time there was a goodbye..



is it the end???





or is it the beginning...