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Sad

He used to like her a lot..

but he is getting really frustrated..

from her and his parents..

he felt clamped from both sides..

she say he couldn't be bothered..

maybe he was really wrong about the way he treated her..

he just can't feel committed to the relationship anymore..

not when she could suggest a break up so easily when conflicts occurred..

why?

why.. when he feels ready to commit to it..

such things occurred..

he is really sick about it..

he was felt useless when he couldn't be there for her when he was working..

he accepted her anger for that..

but he wonders..

"What will happen when I am in NS?"

"It will be worst for both me and her.."

"for I can't be there when she needs me"

he would rather end it now..

perhaps when he is older..

when both him and her are older..

when both are more mature to deal with a relationship..

if only fate allows..

let him and her remain friends for now..

for he shall not consider another relationship..

but she ain't want to listen..

she wants it back now..

she is crying..

yet he remain cold..

deep inside..

there is bleeding..

but he can't be selfish..