Me??

LIBRA - The Harmonizer

nice to everyone they meet.

can't make up their mind.

have own unique appeal.

creative, energetic and very social.

hates to be alone.

peaceful, generous.

very loving and beautiful.

flirtatious.

give in too easily.

procrastinators.

very gullible.


aww.. so is this the real me??

( suddenly in this festive mood.. he thought of her again. hope she is happy with her life. perhaps in the future.. his existence will be lost in her memory. but for him.. there will always be part of her in his heart. with a forgotten love from him comes the tears of tomorrow. )

I am Legend

hahas yeah!

you might have guess it although you might not believe it..

saw "I am Legend" last tuesday..

for your information..

the movie will screen on Christmas day.

but thanks to my neighbour..

I saw it on GV Grant!!

it's like so long since I went to Great World City..

and it's still so inaccessible man :P

but my first time watching it there!!

love the atmosphere..

and suddenly I realized I can get so materialistic.

worst.. I realized I got no dressing sense!!

anyway the photos below are 2 views of the evidence that I am there.

LOLS!!

a bit irrelevant right??





okays..

the movie wasn't bad.

just that it's a little too similar to 28 days later.

should go watch it if you're bored.

hahas (:

Arghh!!

just when I thought I have enough with you..

just when I thought I have forgotten about you..

you came back!

why?

why must you do this to me??

yeahs people..

not a girl i am referring to..

but FLASH PROFESSIONAL 8

ahh..

need to do flash for the last part of my FYP e-learning package!

oh man but this is reality..

my supervisor request.

i guess the boss have the final say eh?

BACK!! for the time being.

holas!

life is getting more stressful isn't it?

it's as though stress is proportional to age!

hahas

well

i am too!

you are all not alone.

umms.. will be back.

not not so soon.

in chronological order..

higher engineering maths

spinnovex interview by coordinator

aircraft electrical systems 1 lab quiz

and so on and so on (means I forgot about the others :P)

he really thinks you should see this clip x)

well nothing much happen today..



but then he gets to see this girl he happens to see in astronomy in year 1..



after that he rarely seen her since..



but now..



its the second time this week..



on the other hand..



he saw her brother in school twice this week too!!



life is indeed making fun of him..



he got a new haircut today..



time for a change??



perhaps..

he had this thought for quite sometime..



songs that will remind you of a person..



have you ever had this experience??

he is here to bored u again!!



alright nothing much recently..



umm.. his group got into Spinnovex..



so please come see his booth okays?



he is also very into The Conquerors Story in channel U..



well from the first look ..



it is quite historical..



indeed it is..



but is also quite funny!!



he thinks u should try watching it (:



oh yeahs.. somehow he is also very into 南拳妈妈's songs recently..



so if anybody happens to have good songs by 南拳妈妈..



sent it to him!!



hahas.. then there is this picture personality test from FACEBOOK..

Temperament: Flexible

Interests: Simple

Amusement: Thoughtful

Passion: Physical

well it's quite true in some sense..



BTW..



NAPFA is COMING!!

his horoscope!!



hahas this is solely for fun and he will like to apologize if this blog post is lengthy..



The Sign of Libra (from cute horoscope.. facebook application)



Intro

Have you ever met a person who seems to find everything horrid wonderful and everything wonderful horrid? Have you ever known anyone who finds hidden beauty and grace in people you wouldn't want to take the bus with? Do you know a person who always invariably and constantly alters his or her viewpoint to suit the moment? If the answer to these questions is "yes," you probably know a Libran.

Faced with conflict. Libra never exhibits cowardice. Nor does Libra charge ahead willy-nilly with guns blazing. Instead, Libra attempts to establish negotiations. Libra wants to settle things amicably. Consider first one side, then the other. Libra says, "Don't be too quick to judge people on their face value. Give it time." In fact, by the time Libra has finished flitting from one side of the argument to the other and back forty billion times, the war is very often over.

Libra knows that life is loaded with undercurrents of evil and mined with trouble spots. But the Libran attitude is "Why look for the bad things? Why consider the evil and wretched side of life? Let's put up another watercolor or run out and buy ourselves a lovely new negligee. You'11 see. We'll all feel much, much better."

Librans themselves always try to remain on an even keel. They soothe the ill-tempered and cause raging rivers of dissension to flatten out and run smoothly. By means of their good humor and fine sense of what is pleasurable, Librans urge us gently along toward human understanding, beauty and righteousness.

Yet, Librans are capable of being annoyingly argumentative It seems out of character, but there it is. Sometimes the gentle, diplomat needles others. He doesn't want to win arguments. Just wants to find out what you're thinking. Head him off at the pass. Caress the picky Libra's forehead with dollars soaked in Givrey Chambertin.

Librans love luxe. They surround themselves with prettiness and seem to require a comfortable, well-designed frame in which to picture themselves happy. Because of this excessive desire for "the finer things," Librans, if they are sufficiently well looked after, might grow lazy. Perhaps it is unjust to say this as Librans are capable of hard work and tend to be serious about it. But in an ambience of charm and gentility, the Libran revels. In rustic or sparse surroundings the Libran feels cold and longs to return to the land of fashion and folderol.

I have always felt that Librans talked too much. This opinion may be misguided. But still, I do find when I meet Librans for the first time that they have this annoying tendency to over-relate, to recount their life stories and all the details complete with sufferings and losses, injustices and wrongdoings, fears and doubts in Technicolor and Cinemascope. What I want to say to them is "Hey, maybe I don't want to know about every hard-boiled egg you ever ate." Hardly the strong silent type, Libra is placid (except when in a steaming rage) but blabby.

Libras are not in a hurry, nor do they think other people ought to be. My Libra mother asked me once, "Why do you wash the dishes so fast?" I answered tersely, "Because I hate washing the dishes." "Oh," she said, with a pretty smile out of which I expected to see a flower grow. "I see." She didn't see at all. But to keep the peace.

Mythology

In mythology Libra is often associated with the Greek Goddess of Justice, Themis,[1] the Greek mythological figure of Atalanta (meaning balanced), and Astraea (daughter of Themis), who ascended to heaven and became the constellation of Virgo, and carried the scales of justice, the nearby constellation of Libra. Libra is also associated with the Greco-Roman goddess Aphrodite/Venus and sometimes also the goddesses Eris/Discordia & Hermione/Concordia, Hera/Juno, Ishtar, Freyja, and Frigg and the god Xolotl.

Outlook for 2007

Prodded by the stars, you'll go through a profound personal evolution during this year. You'll break away from your past - a move which will bring you new energies and strengths. Classify your various projects by order of priority and concentrate your efforts on the ones that can be achieved right away. You'll enjoy love, friendship, and some sweet complicities. All this should be enough to make you feel happy. Don't allow yourself to be disheartened by the tensions or fights in your professional life or by the somewhat dim prospects of your own future. Think to enjoy life to the full despite all its problems and imperfections.

Positive Traits

JUSTICE
GENTILITY
AESTHETICS
CHARM
IDEALISM
EQUILIBRIUM

Negative Traits

QUARRELSOMENESS
SELF-INDULGENCE
INDECISION
PROCRASTINATION
TALKATIVENESS
MANIPULATION



ps: Yiling!! Is this big enough for your eyes to see?? hahahas :P

he finally got the replacement head set for his Sony Ericsson Phone today..



so will he still go for Zen Stone Plus or stick to his phone and old 1Gb MP3 player??



he really don't know..



final year project have been affecting him physically and mentally..



but hey I am still alive!!



whatever..



he's bored..



the crappiest blog post he had ever post so far..

it's his birthday today!!



first he would like to thank those who really remember his day.. (hahas Lifang! your SMS birthday wishes wake me up today leh.. but never mind.. if I didn't receive your SMS I will be late for school!! :P)



then he wishes to say sorry to those he made them say birthday wishes to him..



and also to Grace (not god!!) his birthday twin sister.. wow the last time we met was so many years ago at JJC.. OG23!! happy sweet 19!! (oops I just told everyone your age :P)



whatever.. it's his day!! (x



to her: thanks for your birthday card.. really like it.. I am not sure if you might come across this blog but if you do.. sometimes I really regret what I say in February.. perhaps is better I shouldn't have tell you my feelings.. but never mind.. I will always be there for you when u need me.. I thank fate for bringing us together as friends.. without you I never know to true meaning of friendship (:

the world around him seems to be accelerating..



he haven't seem to study for his Higher Engineering Mathematics Paper yet!!



stresss..

it's her birthday today..



he brought her something..



hope she enjoy her 19th birthday..



welcome back, Mr Depression..

he is going to make you hungry!!! lolx x)

shark fin soup

佛跳墙

佛跳墙

dunno what's this but got many expensive seafood inside

small abalone

simple dish but the gravy is actually chicken soup!!!

egg tart with bird nest on top

dessert loh :P

he would also like to thank those friends who are willing to listen to his complains and so on..



thank you :)

he is tired of everything..



sick of his work..



sick of waiting for her..



he wants to suffer from amnesia..



so he won't remember everything in his life..



including her..

some photos and videos he took recently (getai version)..

some funnies from the emails he received..




(note: no insults.. it's just for laugh)




* Some thoughts *




When we are born, our mothers get the compliments and the flowers.

When we are married, our brides get the presents and the publicity.

When we die, our widows get the life insurance.

What do women want to be liberated from?




The average man's life consists of :

Twenty years of having his mother ask him where he is going,

Forty years of having his wife ask the same question;

and at the end, the mourners wondering too.




A man was walking down a street when he heard a voice from behind, "If you take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you."

The man stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him.

The man was astonished.

He went on, and after a while he was going to cross the road.

Once again the voice shouted, "Stop! Stand still! If you take one more step a car will run over you, and you will die."

The man did as he was instructed, just as a car came careening around the corner, barely missing him.

The man asked.

"Who are you?"

"I am your guardian angel," the voice answered.

"Oh, yeah?" the man asked "And where the hell were you when I got married?"




Everyone in the wedding ceremony was watching the radiant bride as her father escorted her down the aisle to give away to the groom.

They reached the altar and the waiting groom; the bride kissed her father and placed something in his hand.

Everyone in the room was wondering what was given to the father by the bride.

The father could feel the suspense in the air and all eyes were on him to divulge the secret and say something.

So he announced "Ladies and Gentlemen, today is the luckiest day of my life."

Then he raised his hands with what his daughter gave him and continued, "My daughter finally, finally returned my credit card to me."

The whole audience including priest started laughing.......... but not the
poor groom!




That's why men should not be too happy that they have succeeded in "conquest" when the woman says "Yes"!




"Life does not cease to be funny when people die any more than it ceases to be serious when people laugh."

photos taken from his hand phone on the Sunday trip to AOH at Pasir Laba Camp..

he went to NTU today!!



first stop was the Executive Seminar Room at S2.2-B2-53. a talk by Associate Professor Dr. Rusli describe the overview of School of Electrical & Electronic Engineering..



the second was a visit to Network Technology Research Centre. presentations on the recent projects by the researchers and students..



then a long walk to School of Mechanical & Aerospace..



at N3-01a-01 he saw artificial intelligence created by human. the robotics research centre!!



then to the Cardiovascular Laboratory where he experience a mixture of bio & engineering..



and lastly to his father's lab..



he gained many today..



but will he get to study there in the future??



will he get at least a 'C' for the dreadful exam??



he regrets his past..



but history remains..



at the canteen. he thought he saw her..



there was hesitation and fear..



but he decided to chase for it..



at the bus stop. he saw..



she wasn't her..



but ain't he suppose to give up that feelings??



why is it still there??

突然的自我 - 伍佰

听见你说
朝阳起又落
晴雨难测
道路是脚步多
我已习惯
你突然间的自我
挥挥洒洒
将自然看通透

那就不要留
时光一过不再有
你远眺的天空
挂更多的彩虹
我会紧紧的
将你豪情放在心头
在寒冬时候
就回忆你温柔
把开怀填进我的心扉
伤心也是带着微笑的眼泪
数不尽相逢
等不完守候
如果仅有此生
又何用待从头

(来来来……喝完这一杯还有一杯)

(再喝完这杯还有三杯!!)

那就不要留
时光一过不再有
你远眺的天空
挂更多的彩虹
我会紧紧的
将你豪情放在心头
在寒冬时候
就回忆你温柔
把开怀填进我的心扉
伤心也是带着微笑的眼泪
数不尽相逢
等不完守候
如果仅有此生
又何用待从头

his new shoe!!!

he saw a great local movie with his family today..



funny..



sad..



touching..



that's how the movie is like..



the hokkien conversations..



the beauty of getai..



the respect singers have for each other..



the rivalry between Papaya and Durian..



the love between family and friends..



and he thinks you should watch it..



after all..



he cried in the end..

he woke up again..



that was a terrible dream..



now and then he would recall what happen on February earlier this year..



and what she told him of bad stuffs that happen after that..



it's over.. why am I thinking about that again..



I need to start refresh again...

it was history..

and you can't change it..

isolating your mind from this world is never easy..

but will you try???



back to the world in 2 days..

23 February 2006



he thought it will be over. they seem so far apart since the start of the year..



till he received this story from her...



i have to tell you something.



what is it?



i think i have an admirer.



an admirer?



yes.



i see.



you don't believe me?



i believe you.



you should.



why?



because i think he's you.

29 December 2005



another day for him to remember..



it was a post christmas concert. but the special part about it was that it involved his former performance group. and most importantly, she will be with him for that day..



but this will not be like before..



his former schoolmates will be there..



what will they think???



but he went with his heart..



they met again..



this time there is plenty to talk about. from her daily life to his. from his past to her..



the concert begins. it was a lovely piece of music..



they were amazed by the music..



but tiredness soon creep in. and so they return.



the journey back was a quiet one. yet he enjoyed every moment he spend talking to her..



they laughed at each other jokes..



they smiled at the little kids near them..



when she was leaving, he fears..



he tried to push himself forward, yet something pull it back..



disappointed with himself..



he watched her go again..

somewhere between August and September 2005



it's been sometime since they last contact each other..



maybe she was busy with her school work or maybe she had already forgot about him..



then it came a message that changes everything again..



******, actually nothing much really. suddenly thought about you. is everything okay?



he was happy again. 'not forgotten' he thought and he send his regards back..



yet something was missing from her tone. it isn't her.



umm, are you okay?



he was right..



she was facing some problems and decided to look for him..



they began to talk..



she asked him to say something to cheer her up..



well, your birthday is approaching soon.



it wasn't a good answer. yet she was pleased..



you remembered!!!



he was smiling now. she was back to normal.

22 June 2005



It's the start of a new life for him..



new friends, new school, life he had never experience before..



yet he still remembers what happen then..



but today will be another special day for him. for she had promised to look for him to see how the new life is like..



again he waited patiently for her arrival..



she look different from before. yet her charming smile was never missing.



he started showing her the new environment he will be for the next 3 years..



but the meeting was brought to a sudden end..



she had an appointment with her other friends who like him is having a new lease of life..



he asked if she enjoyed the day..



haha it was fun..



did she?



his senses seem to think otherwise..



yet in his wallet now contain a heart-shaped gift made from her..

15 May 2005

15 May 2005

it was a nervous afternoon for him..



there he waited patiently for her arrival..



time flies..



he remembers a few month ago she said about not saying goodbye, for goodbye to her means never to see each other again..



back to reality again..



there she was..



a look of apology for having him waiting..



the day was a quiet affair...



within a few hours later, they depart again...



he fears..



this time there was a goodbye..



is it the end???





or is it the beginning...

oh, the torment bred in the race,
the grinding scream of death
and the stroke that hits the vein,
the haemorrhage none can staunch, the grief,
the curse no man can bear.

but there is a cure in the house

and not outside it, no,
not from others but from them,
their bloody strife. we sing to you,
dark gods beneath the earth.

now hear, your blissful powers underground -
answer the call, send help.
bless the children, give them triumph now.

Aeschylus, The Libation bearers